Relationships

Wow, what a broad topic. Relationships are hard, they are ALWAYS hard! I really don't think there are any exceptions! But, sometimes you can go through something and have it be completely okay. Continue on with the way things were and it won't even matter anymore. Some things are bigger problems. So, they can affect everything possible. But, what's worse than a normal relationship, is  a long distance relationship. It brings so many more problems and confusion into the mix. People get confused and decide to break up. They break up, are just as miserable as before, and even after that they continue to do the same thing. Over, and over again the emptiness that you can feel inside persists. It's so hard to deal with. But, you have to. Because what else are you going to do? Ya know? Then, you even try to move on which of course will never work because you are so in LOVE with this one person that it's not that simple. You can have a guy [or girl] give you a little attention which can satisfy you for short amounts of time. Then, suddenly you realize that it's not what you want. That you want the one who is far away who no longer wants you. So, you go again through the cycle. AGAIN! ='( But, you have to find a way to make it through. To put the things in your life the way you want them to be. You need to figure out if that's really what you want or not. Then, when you realize what you want. You need to standby and let it be. It is up to the other person to decide. This is not all up to you. It is a joint decision to move on and just be friends or to go back to the way things were. Although things are now different. You can't talk about WHAT IF you need to think about WHAT IS. And even when you're going through these things you need to keep your head on straight. I'm trying my hardest. I'm choosing to be happy. I really am. And this next video I will post is a lot of the reason why. :]