The moment

The moment you realize that everything has really changed. The moment you realize you had been living in a different world for a long time. The things that you saw were not what was really going on. You were reading into a lot of things. You were hoping that things were different so you saw them that way. Then, you saw everything in the light it really was. Everything began to make more sense. Things that were there before that you were imagining are there no longer. For obvious reasons, you were imagining them. You see the way that people have changed. It didn't seem real until that moment. But, in that very moment it was all different. Every little thing you wanted to see become a reality wasn't getting to that point. Reality slipping away because of the life you had was always in your head. The life you were living wasn't really the life you were living. Things around you were things you saw in a different light. The worst part is you didn't even realize until that moment. At that moment things became reality. You realized you were thinking differently than everyone else. Things were twisted, things were wrong. At that moment you realized you were waiting around for nothing. But, the worst part is until that moment you didn't even realize that you were waiting at all. You were wasting your life blindly. Completely blind. But, now that the moment has past you can move on. Move on to bigger and better things. Things that will focus much much more on you than anything else. You will choose the right life all because of that moment. I choose happiness. It's really hard after certain moments, but I choose happiness today. Even though things aren't good. I will make them good. Happiness is a choice! Even though I have to force that decision today I am happy.