Random Poetry

This is a nerve racking experience, not that anyone actually READS my blog, but I have a few things I've written on my phone. I know that sounds pathetic, but it's like one of those things you were in a moment, and I wrote it right then and there. They don't make sense and are kind of ridiculous.

I try not to think,

But all I do is blink,

To try to hide the tears,

That make me want to shrink,

I try to be all cheers,

But the feelings I have for you,

Make me want to say I love you.

But, not any day soon.

It's just a possibility 

I wish I was your priority,

The sooner I realize I'm not, 

I'll be out of this spot.

Leaving you is the hardest thing I have ever done. 

I came back to see the Nebraska sun. 

I saw you there, you were in shock,

We went for a spin around the block,

For a second I felt like you still cared, 

But you never would have shared. 

I miss you.

I want to be with you. 

I love you.
You're the person, 

That I believe could be with me,

So I don't begin to worsen,

Please come back and be mine.

I miss the butterflies,

I miss the cries,

Even the lies,

That brought us to our goodbyes.

Yeah, I'm single.

But all I can think about is how much I still love you.

It really makes me tingle,

All I want to hear from you is "I still love you too."

I hate that I had to go,

I really have nothing to show,

For all the happiness you brought to me,

Just memories that will always be.

YEAH see, cheesy stuff. I need a whole lot of WORK. But writing these are what help me choose to be happy ;D