Home for the Holidays

I'll be home for Christmas. :] It's definitely the way I'm feeling. It's been the greatest decision to come home for these few weeks to spend this time with my family. :] After not making it home for Thanksgiving and having to be alone Thanksgiving... it's amazing to come home :D As much as I am looking forward to going to back to Rexburg there really just isn't anywhere I'd rather be!!! I'm so happy! Choosing happiness is a tad bit easier when I'm around family. :D

Boys

I feel like every semester I begin with high hopes for something to happen with a boy. Then, I get up to school and something turns out terrible. Then, I go through the semester hating boys. Then, a few weeks before the end someone just happens to pop into my life. I don't even know if I understand WHY. The weirdest part is I always feel like it was someone that I've seen throughout the semester that is somehow NOW paying attention to me. Well, this semester is no different. But, this time I'm not getting my hopes up. Now, don't confuse that phrase with I won't be happy... BECAUSE I WILL BE HAPPY!!!! It's just I can't let myself be hurt again. I choose happiness. 

This Past Month

So, first of all it's been exactly a month today since I've last posted... So, I figured I should probably say at least something. But, I don't really know what to say. November was ridiculous. There's something. I felt like things just kept happening, terrible things. If it wasn't one thing going wrong it was another. But, These past 2 or 3 weeks I've really just been choosing happiness. It's kind of crazy because I felt like when things got to the worst they were I had the greatest day ever! :] It just proves how much attitude has so much to do with our lives. If we CHOOSE to feel a certain way about a situation it makes things simpler. I can't lie to thought I did great for a couple days and then last Sunday I was having a chat with my mom and i completely broke down. Then, that carried on to the conversation I had with my dad that same night. It was pretty awful. But, I really think that things are going to get so much better! There's no way they won't! I feel like when things are terrible it's kind of nice, because you KNOW that the only way things can go is up. It's a great feeling. I love being positive. It's so great. People want to be around you, you make friends faster and easier. You almost die of laughter every single day... CAN YOU GET MUCH BETTER THAN THAT?! I think not!!!! Well, I'm planning on posting at least once a week again... I know this one is short but it's the week before finals week and I have SOOOO much to do! I can't even believe that I have 12 FINALS! It's beyond ridiculous. The marathon of finals begins tomorrow at 10:15am... I am so looking forward to it (being over...) I really don't feel prepared but I'm working on it. Well, this is probably the worst post ever. But, I choose happiness :] It's the best way to go!!!